In so many ways my life is amazing. It feels so small, petty and stupid to feel this overwhelmed by my silly little problems when I know I have so very, very much to be thankful for. But some days, even the good just feels too sharp, too bright, too much. Everything I feel, the good, the bad and the viciously ugly, it all overpower me in waves. I want to laugh and sob and sleep for days just to get away from the intensity with which I feel. I am raw and peeled and everything I touch burns me to my core.  I hurt all the time, both physically and emotionally. Some days I feel like I would do anything if it meant that I’d be able to turn this down, even just a little. 

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